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I feel like crap to put it bluntly. I pondered all of the 251 questions yesterday getting nowhere. Now i'm reading all of the slides. Last night I stayed up and watched Ghost in the Shell : innocence.....i liked it.

BUT i feel like crap. Either Grace or Karena got me sick....i know they were both feeling down yesterday and grace is sick. WATCH OUT I"M COMING TO INACT MY REVENGE!!!!!

My throat hurts, my head hurts, my tummy hurts (from no food...i really find everything on campus disgusting on sundays...), i'm tired...and my muscles ache........


Hey everyone! Come stop by my journal...i upgraded it. Nah, not really..but i made a cool backround with kuro from Gojinko...


Though they rarely caused mankind any serious harm,
these Japanese fox spirits known as kitsune
were well known for playing tricks on people
and could be a real nuisance. They possessed
the ability to transform into any creature,
though they would often retain their fox tail.
One could easily determine the age and level of
maturity of a kitsune by counting it's tails;
An immature, rambunctious kitsune would have
very few tails, while a wise and powerful one
would have as many as nine.

As a kitsune, you are clever, sensual, beautiful,
mysterious and effeminate (even if you are a
guy). You are also somewhat sneaky and like to
pull pranks on people, but otherwise you are
very pleasurable to be around.

Who is your inner Shapeshifter?
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yay! Kitsune! foxes are so cute.

Your element is earth: Wise, solitary, mysterious
and loving. You are very wise. Your wise as in
you know things others do not, you can see past
stereotypes and see the real people behind
their facades, and people will often come to
you for help and advice. Quite solitary and
somewhat shy around people because you prefer
animals and plants, animals aren't afraid to
show themselves or what they are feeling and
plants are fun to nurture. You are very strong
in your silence if you set your mind on
something you will often times pursue it to the
end. Sometimes you just want to get away, so
you seek refuge in the forest where you can
have time to think and try to sort out your
emotions. The sound of the wind usually calms
you, especially moving through the trees. Life
to you is something precious and should not be
taken for granted.

.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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You Are the Helper


You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.

You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.

Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.

You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult

You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

In the year 2005 I resolve to:
Learn how to shear sheep.

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its late i know...


Yesterday...welll..I saw Hitch instead of doing work and then hung at New House..Ooops....sigh.....

Now! Confining myself to 251 until i know this crap..which will most likely be never.

Oh I forgot

Yes, I am one of those Valentines Day sucks people.

My response to people who tell me to be happy?
Shut up and let me be glum.

Because you are me

15-251 = evil. For a class whose assignments take a better part of 4 days, you think they would cancel the homework for that week. However, i have a test on monday and an assignment due tuesday night. Fuuucccccckkkkkk. Shit. *kicks box and throws chair and table on ground* I wish cmu had a throw a fit room. You know, miscellanous objects scattered around..make it soundproof. A room where we could scream and vent frustrations.....Grrrrrrrrrrrrr...Maybe I wanted to see the light of day this weekend! I hate it when i go to the wean library in the morning and its dark out when i leave. It's so depressing.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Not to mention a calc exam wednesday when the professor sucks.....and ta sucks....

so basically i'm teaching myself a shitload of calc and theoritical ideas of computer science this weekend. Time to memorize lectures!


I need sleep.

Straight to hell boys.



Overwhelming tiredness and crappykeyboard. In Wean library computers = not as good as cluster ones.

251 = bad
no sleep = feel asleep in calc
econ = no understandy
MMORPGS = first of friends to want one, last to join one (still haven't no time for the money
life = boring

I need to get out more. SIghhhhhhhhhhh

I wanna go somewhere.

Psst...i'm thinking about trying to convince my parents to let me live in Cali near san fran for a month of the summer with a friend (they have extra guest rooms) and take matrix algebra at Berkley with her.


Pss...thinking about trying for a house next year (on campus one). EIther that or morewood mudge.

Ahhh college nights!

Ok! So yesterday I went to the Mayur show. Tans was supposed to call me but lost her phone again and was taking too long so i left anyways and ran into Sunny who was running to get Sim's card because he left his ticket in her room. Ended up standing because everyone showed up late so seats = back row = short = two of the tallest audience members sitting directly infront of me. The show was pretty....i love getting culturized. SO anyways, I went and cheered on my friends. Afterwards we grabbed food that everyone said looked like they stole from Air India and half of the group hit up Skibo instead after they found that the O was temporalary closed (great spelling right). Then I ran back to the dorm, got ready, and yes actually went out to a club even though i hate dancing and like 3/4ths the people I went with were really good dancers and half were in the show. So I humilated myself moving to the music. And I had like one sip from every person i saw carrying a drink that i knew. Which wasn't alot. Which means the alchool had no effect whatsoever. Went back at the end. Funny events -> drunk people dancing like manaics, Gautam getting a drink spilled on him, then taking off his first layer, and then having another drink spill on him, and seeing a not TA but the helper during office hrs for last sememster class drunk and dancing...ie, she showed up to office hrs last semester tipsy too, seeing the people i was with dancing and knock into one person and spilled some of her drink and then have her shoot them dirty looks for a few minutes on the stairs.

Then new house till 7:30. Mostly talking. About..nothing?. Ate maggi and popcorn for dinfast. Talked about people and first impressions. Walked back to Morewood at the same time as my first class in jr and sr high school...i had calc then last yr.

Crashed. Woke up at 2:30. Thorughly went through 251 assignment trying to make sense of the programming part....

wanna go back to sleep. Prob head to library now and then office hrs.

I've had more alchool within the past two days than my entire life...i usually don't drink. And I didn't even feel it at all.

But i guess mixing in a half of a shot of rum with a full bottle of coke and sharing it with someone over a period of 3 hrs isn't gonna get you drunk or tipsy...and then random sips the next night of random drinks isn't either. Which is good. I don't mind drinking...but i hate getting tipsy or drunk. Which i've never done. But i've seen people..and they're just irratating when they're drunk. and tipsy.

Ok ok..off to the library.